
Dementia is a beast. I have a client that I visit a couple of times a week, she has moderate dementia. I’ve been visiting her and her husband for almost a year and we’ve gotten very close. She’s a bit feisty and I like to tap into that side of her personality, she seems happy there.
Last week we were walking in the hallway (“airing out” as we call it) when I had a brilliant, awful idea. The residents put a lot of thought into the decor around their front doors. Wreaths, plaques, photos and other seasonal tchotchkes line the narrow shelves that flank the apartment doors. I suggested that we switch a few of the wreaths around and watch to see what the residents would do. She thought it was the best idea ever. Of course we didn’t do it, we only dream of being that rotten, but it made her laugh.
She turned 80 this past weekend. My friend celebrated with her extended family and she sounded happy when I called her. I was surprised she picked up the phone. She is very picky about which calls she takes and I didn’t think she would recognize my name on the Caller ID. I suspect her family urged her to answer.
That’s the awful part about dementia. You forget – people, places, names, events….where the bathroom is, what’s a brush, how to read. My friend still recognizes that my face is a friendly one and she enjoys our time together. She just can’t connect all the dots.
Today she asked me if I liked any boys. I told her I still liked my husband, she chuckled. She asked again a few minutes later and I simply said “not really.” I never press a person with dementia or try to explain complicated situations. I’ll distract them to try to calm them but I avoid correction. Any change gets her antsy. It could be a different pill container or a blue cup instead of a red one, change is hard.
Last week I was straightening up the apartment and I noticed a pat of butter in a dose cup. The kind of cup that cradles the lid of cough medicine. There sitting on the bathroom vanity was a pat of butter in a dose cup. That’s what dementia looks like. You try to make sense of it but it in the end rational thought does not prevail. You just find the logic where you can and hope to ease the stress and anxiety with some laughs along the way.
My friend wrote a note to me on Tuesday. She wrote in on a napkin, her way of making me promise I would be back soon. This is what she wrote:
“I will come
on Friday.
Hurry Up or Else!
Keep this.
Love, Helen”
That is so sweet! I’m all too familiar with what dementia looks like. It’s one of my biggest fears.
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It’s a legit fear. 1 out of 2 people over age 85 have some form of dementia.
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Thx for that. 🤪
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My MIL has dementia; bitter in a medicine cup is perfect . You’re a good person.
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Butter, SMH! 🤦♂️
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Thanks. It’s an awful affliction.
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Dementia is the worst thief we will ever know. Your friend is lucky to have you, a patient and loving caregiver.
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Thanks Lissa, I adore my friend.
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Aww. My father-in-law has Alzheimer’s and is getting progressively worse. He carries around an envelope of old photographs and he takes them out randomly to show us. It seems to comfort him that he can talk about them, especially since he can’t remember how to turn his computer on, or recognize his granddaughter on the screensaver without prompting. It really is a cruel disease.
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Sorry about your father-in-law.
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That’s OK–he’s actually pretty happy and doesn’t really seem too bothered–at least for now.
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Dementia is a heartbreaking disease. I’m glad you can offer comfort, insight and humor to a sufferer.
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“That’s what dementia looks like: butter in a dosage cup.”
Them there’s some beautiful writing, friend. Well done.
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Thanks Kate – absolutely adored your post today.
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